Monday, July 13, 2009

Nididhyasanam – Guided Meditation on Sakshi – Swami Paramarthananda

Imagine a brightly illumined room. Every object in the room is pervaded and illumined by the light. And therefore, I am able to experience the object. When I experience the object, I am experiencing the light also which pervades the objects. Whichever object I experience, it includes the experience of the light. Every object experienced includes the light experienced.

I don't require any special effort to experience the light. We take the light for granted. Even empty room experienced includes the light experienced because the emptiness itself is experienced because of the light. I don't require any special effort to experience the light. I don't require any special experience to recognize the light. I don't require any guru to give the experience of light. All experiences include light experienced.

My only problem is I take the light for granted. I don't register the ever experienced light in my mind. A guru is required only to register this fact in my mind. The fact that light is ever experienced, effortlessly. A Guru is required only to turn our attention towards the ever experienced light.

I come to know that the light pervading every object is free from the shapes of the objects. The illumined objects have different forms. But the illuminator light is formless. And being formless, it is limitless. Formless limitless light illumines the formed limited objects.

Our mind is exactly like this brightly illumined room. It is illumined by the light of conscious-ness. Every thought in the mind is pervaded by and illumined by the light of consciousness. The experience of any thought includes the experience of consciousness. In fact every thought is experienced because of consciousness. Even the experience of an empty mind, thoughts-less mind, includes the experience of consciousness. Emptiness is experienced because of consciousness.

I don't require any special effort to experience consciousness. I don't require any special experience to recognize consciousness. I don't require any guru to experience consciousness. My only problem is I have taken the consciousness for granted. A guru is required only to register in the mind the ever evident fact. A guru is required to turn our attention towards the ever experienced consciousness.

Once our attention is turned towards the consciousness, we can know more about the nature of this consciousness. It pervades the thoughts of various forms. Itself is formless. The formless consciousness illumines all thought forms. And being formless, it is limitless.


 

This ever evident consciousness is sakshi caitanyam. This is my essential nature. I am a sakshi caitanyam.

…..Thoughts arrive in the mind. I am.

…..Thoughts are resolved. I am.

…………………..Active mind is, I am.

…………….Thoughtless mind is, I am.

…..Sakshi caitanyam ahamasmi. ….. I am witness consciousness.……I am witness consciousness.


 

All features come and go. Physical features, emotional features and intellectual features - all are incidental. I use them, but they do not belong to me.

My only permanent feature is formless consciousness.


 

…….Nirakara caitanyam aham asmi. …….. Formless consciouness I am. Just repeat these words and see the meaning. ……Formless consciousness I am.