Friday, August 31, 2012

DR. AJAY KOTWAL - MY REALIZATIONS

A Human
- Person with a
Body, mind, soul-
Is the most precious
And the finest creation
Of the
 The Being

For it is only as a human being
In a human birth
-And in no other birth-
You can realize
You are
The Being

It is only as a human
As a person
With
Body- mind- soul
You can realize
That
You are not a human
You are not a person
You are not
A body mind and soul
You are
The Being.

Human birth is the only solution
To all the pains and problems of life.

You are a human
Only you
Can surely realize your real Self
As
 The Being

   By realizing the Being
That you always are
Is the only sure means
Of putting a permanent stop to all bondages
That arises
Because of spiritual ignorance
 And
Spiritual Knowledge.

You are the Being
You are
Not a human.
And
The Being
 Is
 Omniscient, Omnipotent and Omnipresent.

You are
The Consciousness.
Nothing exists outside
The range of your Consciousness
That you always are.

Your Self is
 The awareness
 That has absolute freedom
 Of all
Knowledge and activity
 And
You are that Self.

Your real nature is of
     The Being
       Ignorance of your real nature
Is the only cause of all bondage and suffering.
It is ignorance of your real nature
That misleads you into knowing yourself
As you are not.
All knowledge other than Self-knowledge
 Is the only cause
 Of bondage and suffering.
Self-knowledge is the direct knowledge
 Of your own nature
As you actually are
Not as you think you are
Or
As others think you are
  
       You are the Being
 The Self.
Self is the awareness
 That has absolute freedom
 Of all knowledge and activity
 And
You are that Self.

Whenever you know your self
As you are
You will know yourself as
The Deathless Blissful Consciousness Being.

        While one is engaged in one thought,
 And another arises,
Not only
The junction-point between the two thoughts
 Is the revelation
Of the true nature of the Self,
But the two thoughts are also emerging
In your consciousness
 This may be experienced
 By every one for one Self.


                                               The realization of Divine Consciousness
As one’s own Self
 Can occur anytime to anyone
Even to a novice
 And not only
 To advanced aspirants.
 It may start as a sudden flash
 Of being consciousness
And may lead to the final realization
By an orientation of the will
Towards the inner creative consciousness
That is always present within one Self.

  After eighty four lakh janmas,
Innumerable karmas,
You get the human birth,
Body mind, soul,
To achieve the ultimate goal
To realize,
That you are the Being,

Its only when you realize
You get the surprise
That you are the unborn, ajanma,
Unbound, unaffected by any karma

When Consciousness
Of your Self as The Being –
Is completely and permanently
 Recognized and realized,
 All appears and disappears
In
Your Consciousness
 Even in the usual normal course of life.

   By realization of your union
With the Being
Through intensive and fixed awareness,
There is
The disappearance and the appearance
 Of the universes,
As something separate from consciousness. Nevertheless! In your consciousness.

     The occurrence
Of
What appears as different states of consciousness,
Is nothing else
Except your Consciousness
Appearing as different states of Consciousness.
Like the waters of the lake may appear
As a bubble, ripple or a wave,
But it is nothing else
Except the water of the lake.

                The three different states of consciousness,
 Waking, dreaming and profound sleep,
 Emerge, submerge and merge
In you
The Being,
Like a bubble, ripple and a wave
Emerge, submerge and merge
In the waters of the lake.

Your consciousness always remains
As the background of all
We see or don’t see,
We feel or don’t feel
Think or don’t think,
Do or don’t do,
Experience or don’t experience,
Whether we are aware of it or not.

Lack of awareness
 Is ignorance of the fact
 That you are always aware,
You can never be unaware.

 Whatever may happen,
In the triad of
Waking, dreaming and deep sleep,
You
The Being
  Is
Always blissful
Always unaffected.
  
                                                    All the preachers and the sages,
All the stations and all the stages,
All the Knowledges and all the experiences,
All the Theories and all the practices,
 Of all the yogas and all the meditations,
All creations and manifestations
Are like personality makeup’s,
-Costumes and cosmetics-
Constituting and sustaining
A fascinating and wondrous
Illusion,
That veils your
Ultimate reality
From your own Self
As The Being-
From being realized
You are the Being,
You are the only power
That abides
 In all,
You remain concealed in your power,
In different names and forms,
While creating and fulfilling
 The desires
 In all people.

You The Being,
Your Highest power
Is only your will power,
That is in you,
As wetness is in water,
As heat is in the fire,
As ignorance is in desire.

When you realize
 Your true Self
As
The Being
Then
The Manifest and the unmanifest
And even the fullness and the voids
 Appear as forms of your Consciousness.
Although Things appear and disappear,
Yet in reality
 Nothing appears and nothing disappears;
Although things appear to arise and subside
Yet in reality
Nothing arises and nothing subsides,
                                      Although things appear to emerge and submerge
Yet in reality
Nothing emerges and nothing submerges
In reality
Only You The Being
The Consciousness
 Appear in different aspects
As if appearing
As if disappearing
As if arising
As if subsiding.
As if emerging
 And
As if submerging.
As you have
All the characteristics
The Being,
You are not a Human,
A human is a person with a
Body mind and soul
 You are The Being

                                                                Knowledge of Self
As the Being
 Is the gift that
 Disseminates all-round
When you take human birth
And this gift can be claimed
Only by Self knowledge
 And
 Realization of your self as the Being.

The universe is the unfoldment
Of your power
Which
Is always reminding you
That you are the Being.
                                                                          In spite of
 The creation, sustenance and destruction
 Of the worlds,
Occurring one after another,
There cannot be a break
In your awareness
Because you are
The Being,
 The creator, the maintainer and the destroyer.

                                   Only when you realize
Your Self
Not As
 A person
- Human, body, mind, soul-
But as the Being-
Only then
The Limiting knowledge
Of the worlds dissolves
 And the previously
Apprehended reality of
Relationships, Worlds, and its objects
Appear only like a dream.

                          Pleasures born of expectations
From person, place or things
Will definitely
Become the source of pain
Sooner or later.
Because
You are
The Being
 That you always are
 Is
The only source
Of
All pleasures.

                                          In the world,
Knowledge is light that reveals all,
 And you are
 The Self luminous light
That reveals all knowledge
-Its presence and absence.

If one realizes
What is free of the three elements
What is eternal, changeless and permanent
 By means of self realization,
 One goes beyond life and death.

Everything is Consciousness.
 Nothing exists
That is not the manifestation
 Of Supreme Consciousness.